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Puke Song
02:08
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I've got 30 minutes 'til I have to leave.
Woke up in my puke, went to work, went to sleep.
Sometimes i think i bother every person i meet.
Then you say, don't feel that way, i don't wanna leave.
A little bit nauseous everytime that i speak.
Nothing's really wrong now I just feel weird lately.
The sheet's warm like a womb. ball up my shirt. god i can't breathe.
I don't wanna leave.
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2. |
The Hell It Is
04:00
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keep feeling bad, squeeze my hand, go to bed
I've got a lump that I'm not sure about
my ear is bleeding cus i itched where it hurt.
i rub it red and pray but it keeps getting worse.
crawl outside and holler that you were hurting first.
swallow all the advil and sleep before it works.
temperature
feel my head
go to work.
I've got some fire in my stomach, it's tearing my throat
i fall asleep. you stare at me. i roll around in sweat cus i know how u breathe.
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3. |
If I Can Help
03:54
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climb into your closet, rattle all your bones
i love choking on your spit and talking shit about the weather
i wanna tear everything out of you and keep it for myself
if i can help somebody else and forget about myself
i'd be a little bit better in the head
and not be such a little shit by the time i get to bed
i love squeezing on your arm and saying things about your temperment
i know i hate myself but god i also know i shouldn't
wish i could help somebody else and forget about myself
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4. |
Comfort
02:55
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i can't be content with anything unless its instant
cus i'm so small
i wanna be guarded. i wanna be grounded.
but i just lay down, belly up on the ground.
tender and naked.
cus i'm still scared.
comfort, when it comes, i know is fleeting
everything that keeps me calm is leaving
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5. |
Maggot
03:57
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i am too small of a bug to feel this much
i climbed into a deer today and started to suck
on her legs but nothing went past my teeth, it was too sticky
none of the other bugs understood me
whats the use of using up my words
when when i try to say anything, everything falls out
a sad excuse for an insect, i'll cut off my tail to stop me from going out
deer's eyes can't understand why
neither can i
i was supposed to be asleep.
she thought that no one could see
when i saw grandma slug dancing in the kitchen
to one of those tacky hallmark cards that plays music
and i couldn't understand why i have to be such a goddamned awful insect
if i can't suck blood or talk or try then i guess that i'm just goddamned fucking useless
cus when i try to say anything nobody can understand
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6. |
Breathe Hard
02:01
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touch my face and try hard to feel anything
i know i'm scared of just about everything
mm mmm mmm mmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
breathe hard scratch skin
taste the cigarette in between my teeth i feel gross
i still let you in
even though i hurt everyone i let in
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7. |
Word Vomit
04:05
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the flourescent blanket, my word vomit in times new roman
nowadays my throat hurts whenever i wake up
its hard to breathe
vodka on the floor in your sisters hands
i don't understand why i'm so annoying
and so complacent i hate that
peeling paint off my fingers for 15 minutes
please come over
its been a long weekend a long night so far
my nose is stuffy
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8. |
Direct Deposit
03:05
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I feel good today, my belly's full, and I slept well, and my mama's proud.
I took my meds and gave a shit.
Settle down tiger. Nothing stays the same once you like it.
Phone, keys, wallet. Three days 'til my direct deposit.
I took my meds and I gave a shit.
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9. |
Cherry Coke
04:14
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cherry coke in the movies
say thanks to my daddy
its dark and i'm happy
my body aches for that tender age everyday
admitting to hurting yourself
dairy coffin surrounding me
i'm wary of everything that goes in or our of my mouth
i wanna live in a chocolate cake inside your house
but that would be hurting myself
quiet want
think again
ibuprofen
the way you sit smoking
on the tip of your apartment
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